So I think my weighing scale is lying. Not because it is
telling me I am over-weight, but it is telling me I am less than what I thought
I would be! You would say I should be doing a happy dance, but I am a paranoid
girl who goes crazy when it comes to her weight.
Weight. You are going to hear a lot about that word this
year. I have vowed, like umpteen times before, to reduce. Most of you know that
my body cannot take the pressure of excess kilos. At 52, I was advised to
reduce by 2-3 kgs. Now the doctor was the best in the country, so I didn’t take
him seriously. Fast forward 11 years, I think he was right and all my basic
instincts were false.
I hit my all-time high in December, thanks to yummy Diwali
food at home. It showed. Things that were easier before were becoming harder. One
evening it hit me hard. I decided to do something about it. It has been 1
month, yes, 30 days, and I have been the best student in my class!
The fact that I don’t have a teacher works best for me. None
of my friends or the Boy gives me a hard time when I fail to achieve certain
goals. They are all so supportive and loving. I read myself, I plan myself, I do
myself, basically I am my own motivation.
Well, almost. One day I was watching this show on TV where
the dietician said that even if you can’t do much, do atleast 10,000 steps a
day when you want to lose weight. I have this friend living in my building whom
I know since two years but hardly ever met. One day I just casually mentioned
that we should walk in the mornings. She agreed. That day and today, we’ve
become walking pals! She is the sweetest thing and keeps me motivated.
Then there is Instagram and Twitter. I have started
following motivational people for a thought or two each day. I have downloaded
one book so far and reading another paperback to keep me on track. I am trying
to eat right, rest right and basically do everything that I have learnt in all
the past few years of trying to stay healthy.
Two other companions in my journey are Netflix and my maid. I
laze around at all other times I am not exercising. It is crucial for my
health. So these books and constant support from a TV series is keeping me
happy. My maid does basic work in the kitchen and so it hardly takes me any
time to cook sumptuous, healthy meals each day.
The only thing I am missing is writing. Even this is a
distraction in a few ways and so I don’t want to open my laptop on most days. And
since I am hoping that I would stick to my schedule for a few months now, I don’t
know how much I will be able to come here. This would be a first in so many
years. I feel bad.
But I feel good too! I am bang on my January targets and I cannot
be happier. Things are not all that great but I am sure I will get there. The weather
is perfect for all that I want to do. And I won a spa and brunch day at a
5-star today!
So you see, even God is smiling at me. Hope to keep in touch!
P.S. The abrupt brunch bit was just to make you jealous like
I always do. Hugs!
losing weight for me is not easy :P
ReplyDeleteI recently pledged myself to lose weight. I have been relishing my sweet tooth since long. How I wish I could have days when I don't want to open my Laptop.I spend too much time there..
ReplyDeleteI am not trying to reduce..just want to maintain. It is more difficult than I thought it would be !
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