The other day the Boy was late from something. I was not
informed properly and was super pissed due to some weird mood swings. I gave
him a good one after he entered the house and then I went to bed. After a
while, when he was sitting in the living room I made him a call asking him to
come to the room. I screamed and screamed until I was done being angry. He listened,
without uttering a word, because he knew I was going through terrible mood
swings.
I take care of the house, he takes care of the bank – we are
primitive that way. I hate any interference in the household chores and expect
nothing from him. The other day I had washed his hankies and kept on the bed
thinking I will fold them while watching TV. He came home from work and wanted
to take a nap. Before I could come inside he had folded all the handkerchiefs
and wrapped himself in the quilt. I fell in love.
I need constant encouragement for things. He always knows when to keep mum and when to speak. When he speaks, it's always the right thing.
I need a loving and caring man in my life but not someone
who is overly sensitive because I hate people who care too much. He is exactly that.
I make him sit and listen to all the gossip I know. He is
like a box which holds all my secrets and I am never afraid of them being
spilled. It pays to have an introvert for a partner.
He is a goofy kid I could never have. He is the baby I like
to mother. He is the Boy I can pamper to bits.
He’s never bought me gifts. He’s put stamps on my passport,
he’s driven me around for nothing, he’s eaten what I wanted to eat, he’s gone
without questioning wherever I’ve taken him, he’s worn what I made him wear, he’s
sat in stores staring at his phone getting bored, he’s made me food he hates to
cook…
I am a hard one to handle, he’s done that well without even
knowing probably.
I am very confused about love. I don’t know what it means. I
don’t understand how it happens. I fail to believe it ever goes. It is
impossible to completely comprehend all that love is about. Yet, when I see
him, I feel I know love.
